This is me at 2am feeling terribly hungry, unable to sleep. I'm a mess. Oh, this is also me with hair dyed for the first time at a salon. Goodbye to uneven results of DIY. Dont think you can see but I have ash brown hair with blonde highlights now. Was so excited to get it done I woke up at 1030am and out of the house I went with the mother.

Goodnight. Need some sleep. Terrible eyebags exploding from under my eyes.

"The world may turn against us but what matters fuckmost is that we stand by each other......"





















Its been difficult and it will continue to be. But I know we'll be strong and I'll be strong. I will try my very best because I am strong. Even with a bandaged wrist with smelly medication. (I pulled a muscle and its super painful even after visiting the sinseh today)


Goodnight world.

Lately, i've never felt so ugly. My eyebags are thick and bulging even with hours of sleep throughout the day, my complexion is still as hell even with facials. I feel horrible. Here's to me being so ugly. Right now, I'm having one of those emo-I'm-so-ugly-feel-like-smashing-the-mirror days.