so, now its 11pm 30 december 2005.
dont know if i'll blog tmr. 25 more hours to 2006.

anyway, out ystd. watched narnia. i was the only chinese. hahaha.
ok so yeah, nice show. but i thought the storyline was quite dumb.
then i was telling my sis bout it when i came back.
and she told me its actually based on christianity! and now i like it more!
the King Azlan or something actually represents Jesus cos He sacrificed His life for us & died, & rose again :)
i dont ming watching it again!
i think i'll read books by C.S Lewis. cos they're based on christianity :)

2005's been quite a year for me, pretty happening.
this year has been damn fast, faster than other years.
there were UPs & there were DOWNs:

didnt study much, only seriously started to study 1-2 months before end of years.
then i was devastated when i got posted to E 3/4.
quite a few guy stuff luh. happy times, sad times, breakups.
sad times & breakups were hard to deal with, but still i did moved on & im glad i did.

this year, i welcomed a new cousin into the family.
i enjoyed myself in many camps this year. guides, church, guides & ncc, encounter..
encountered God & drew closer to Him during encounter in june, and i had slain for the first time in my life.
i didnt go to church for bout a month, and came back 17 sept.
it was really sad seeing God's people walking away from Him & backsliding.
but that didnt stop me from continueing to go to church :)
there was empower you 25-27 nov. SUPER FUN.
then came BIG MOVE.
from touch community theatre in bukit merah to max pavillion, the biggest hall in Expo.

yeah, so i hope 2006 will be a great year for me, despite loads of studying to do from the start of the year. no more slacking already.
i really wanna focus on my studies & on God now.

so, i hope everyone have a blessed 2006 & HAPPY NEW YEAR :)

yesterday, went school for the first time in suuuuuper long.
saw sharon, serene, eileen & yulin for first time in suuuuuuuuper long.
stayed for 1 half hour in dance only.
then bus-ed to gerald's church.
had a nice talk with cheryl tan. hahaha. from school bus stop all the way till i alighted.
recording was alright lah.
i sound so constipated & screwed up luh :(

WHATHEHELLLLLLLLLL.
school's starting in 5 days!
AHHHHHHHHHHH. i wish i could be homeschooled.
that'll be so cool. -beams

MAN its gonna be stressful for me. im gonna be sec three!
15 years old when july 13 comes! -hints
sounds so old. no more 14 already :(
everyday tuitions after school. -sulks

NOOOOOOOOOOO I DONT WANNA GO BACK TO SCHOOL!
i hope new town gets bombed or something then dont need to go school till they rebuild which is in 2362387563 years cos we have no money.
I DONT WANNA GO BACK TO SCHOOL!
I DONT WANNA GO BACK TO SCHOOL!
I DONT WANNA GO BACK TO SCHOOL!
I DONT WANNA GO BACK TO SCHOOL!

HOHOHO!
MERRY CHRISMAS!!
HAVE A BLESSED CHRISTMAS EVERYONE! :)

yesterday towning & sonia's house was fun!
omg her house so bloody nice lah! pool table, swimming table.
woahh. makes me wanna study hard so i can be multimillionaire and have house as big or bigger than hers!
we wanted to watch santa's s slay but not enough ICs and the old woman dont allow.
so yeah we went to sonia's house!
sonia, me, hafiz, mark, irvin, jeff, steve, shannon, ziying, liting & lionel.
http://www.eunov05.shutterfly.com/action/
pictures pictures!

yeah so just now was akltg xmas bash. alright lah. went with gerald & michelle.
sherman is shuai! :D
anyway TODAY IS A HAPPY DAY!
happy happy happy. everyone should be happy like me today cos its the happy day.
happy days are happy cos happy things happen!

ok so today's 17 december. bloody hell school is reopening in 2 weeks.
bloody hell so fast :(
must stress myself next year. yeah everyone be prepared. mentally & physically.
i, lynette kwan, am gonna mug suuuper hard next year onwards to get into a good college.
maybe catholic or st andrews.
yeah I MUST :)

ystd had physics tuition (she teaches me emaths & science lah).
then met jerome & people in plaza singapura. then left them met benjamin.
watched the promise. lucky ben paid for me :D
the show bout flying & fighting. stuupid ben lah.
dont know where ben wanna go tmr lah i dont know.
so next thursday is akltg xmas bash! then christmas is coming.
no money to buy presents. shit lah :(

i wanna go shopping. someone take me & pay for everything?
and i wanna go disneyland! think next year after my brother's psle going hongkong disneyland.
HOHOHO. im feeling hungry.
im craving for pizza :D

my shoulder's aching still. cos of the many many hours of cycling.
total i think i cycled for more than 5 hours. seriously.
cos afternoon, night, past midnight. yeah ALOT.

so that night/morning i only slept half hour 7-730am in hafiz' house.
i slept during amaths tuition!
damn i was like 'i very tired. can i rest awhile'
so i slept. lie on the table and do some questions.
hahah fun lah.

ok so im gonna have geog tuition 4-6pm. DAMN waste time.
and my mum bought my school books and i got from shek already.
thanks sheky :)
i miss him lah. like sad stuff are happening. sigh.
i wanna be normal friends and its not even gonna happen! double sigh.
i really really really want to talk to you normally again!!

anyway, those tag stuff. that really 'fun' game. im not gonna bother to play.
so stop asking! heh.
ok that idiot serene is calling me!

today/sunday. first service in expo! 130-330! WHOOHOO!
brought jeff :) then cabbed to east coast. reached at 430.
fell off backwards on gavin's dumb hammock. stuupid people never support. hahah.
then cycling. now got hell lot of cuts everywhere. cos couldnt balance.
so there was about 30 people. yay!
hafiz my daddy piggybacked me & on shoulders. then fight :D
my dinner- 2 sausages, 2 crabmeats, 1 marshmallow.
i forgot my phone was in my pocket till i remembered when i was in the water!
so at least i brought my nokia 2100. so sad :(

cycled alot with jeff my brother :) talked to him lah.
cried 3 times. sad stuff!
so people started leaving after bbq. sent jeff & lionel off bout 11pm.
sent mark off. cycled like to tanah merah. bloody tiring. bout midnight.
cuts all over my leg. so ugly :(

then we cycled back to east coast. so left me, hafiz, musfirah, munir & gavin.
cos we unpitched tent and lock together with the bike beside the dustbin.
then when we came back the tent was gone :(
my crumpler! my new fcbc shirt! my bible!! my clothes!
im so sad lah! my crumpler is my precious! :(
everyone's bags inside the tent all gone.
so sad lah! all my stuff worth $200.
everyone lost stuff worth more than $200 each luh.
then we called police just talk to them lah. but useless. so yeah.

me, gavin & hafiz now in hafiz house. opposite simei train station.
tmr must go back east coast return bikes.
i showered! feel so gooood!
FUN DAY! so detailed lah :)

its all an infatuation. i wish he isnt ignoring me :(

church camp. 7-9 dec!
so at first didnt feel like going. then day one when reached there.
the chalet from the outside was like bleargh. and i was already complaining.
yeah. thank God i was in a suuuper nice group KISIAO (most entertaining & comedy group), and that i was touched by God during ministry on the first day, also thank God that out network definitely bond closer together :)

ok. so there were many games during camp!
day one we went changi beach. whole afternoon.
day two we went pulau ubin the whole day. so damn tiring.
i solved the clues for the games in pulau ubin lah. i solved 2! :)

day one. everyone slept. whole night slept only 130-330am. abby ow didnt sleep the whole day!
then we went to the kitchen and i cooked instant noodles cos we were hungry :D
day two. slept for 5 hours.

break camp friday at bout 10am. so reached tampiness mall bout 12pm.
went with abby. i won abby in daytona! YAY!
and we played other games. then slacked and ate in longjohn.
then mark & jeff came. then we went to buy tickets and abby left.
watched chicken little at 230pm. so cute lah! :)
then this lady let us stand in front cos i asked if we could. heh.
then watched pride & prejudice at 4pm. wahlao was so boring.
boring but nice cos of something lah :)
jeff & mark left one hour later. then i stayed inside. and slept for bout half hour.
then i woke up and its 620pm!
the movie dont know what time end then i walked out.
took train back with jeff. he stopped at outram.

now talking to jerome on the phone.
he's listening to all the ahbeng ahlian stuff. hahah.
bbq this sunday. yay! :) stuuupid dominic.

i forgot to say something important!
second night. alot of us wanted to go old changi hospital. my greaaat idea :)
so at first we just walked up the stairs and walked down again.
then we decided to go inside. so we were walking. then people asked us to go back. so we didnt lah.
so we crossed the road and walked. we said we went cheers lah. cos must walk quite a distance.
but actually we were planning to see bapoks/ transsexuals.
so yeah. we saw. so sexy but so ugly. their breasts are uber fake.
then jerome said inside is cotton wool.
hahah so yeah like that luh. then go cheers and walked back.

im not sure if i should go tanning now. its so suuper hot.
i feel like going but im too lazy!

marky has chicken pox! and i wanna visit him lah. but irvin refuses to go with me :(
stuupid mark live so far away lah please.

tmr supposed to meet at 1130am in tampiness train station.
but i think i'll probably wake up late :D
not gonna bother to tell my maid wake me up earlier. just gonna sleep and sleep and sleep.

so,church camp tmr till friday. but i told my mum breakcamp on saturday instead :)
dont feel like going lah.
changi aloha camp.
wow. they probably just added the word aloha after world war 2 so it sounds welcoming but it so isnt!
URGH. eww. its gonna be dirty and everything.
i dont wanna go already!
i hate packing lah! im half done. i cant be bothered already.
maybe i shall go tanning. then come home and finish packing.

hmm should i type out?
i sneaked out last night! first time in my life.
i left the house at 115am and i reached home at 6am.
dominic's house is damn near mine.
me, dominic and mark.
so yeah. my dad was in kl for a day. my mum in paris. my brother in china.
so cool lah accomplishment :D

so when i went home. slept till 1030 then shower then go out again. wth 4 hours of sleep.
watched aeonflux. omg i only understand the show close to the ending lah. thats dumb.
bout dna and cloning lah.
yeah then church. WHOOHOO!

ok who wanna go magic of love. fcbc concert thing.
24dec. 230 to bout 430pm. $4 per person.
must tell me asap :)

OK church camp in changi aloha chalet 7-9dec! dont feel like going!
abby heng said its super dirty and like there are ghosts. WTF.
i dont wanna go already!! and i havent packed! shit.

super bored yesterday so made that in a few seconds. splat here splat there.
and TADAAAA :D

WHATTHEFCUK lah! my post is gone! i posted yesterday!
URGHHHHHHHHHHH!
ok so i shall cut short cos im too lazy to repeat what i posted.
URGHH DAMN COMPUTER!

have been conferencing alot these nights. till 3am like that. stuupid gay people :D
dad's going kl tonight and back tmr.
WOW cant wait for tonight. not gonna say. hahah.

ok so amaths is super confusing lah! and im only finishing the second chapter.
still learning. and like damn it lah must remember so many stuff.
then my teacher's like 'these are the two easier topics' then im like 'WTF!'
URGHHHHHHHHHH.
but I MUSNT GIVE UP. IM NOT GONNA GIVE UP AMATHS HALFWAY!
im promising myself. everyone who reads this is my witness.
so if i decided to give up amaths halfway, someone better remind me i said that :)

stuupid no vacancy.! now chalet's postponed. but dont know to when :(
i was so looking forward to it :(
nevermind. tonight! HOHO. YAY!!

gerald koh thiam kwee kwee kwee and shek ting ting ting are annoying me now! stuupid people. hahah.