EMPOWER YOU ROCKS! though its like adam khoo lah.
but its still suuuuuper fun!
all the dancing as if we're in a club, screamings, shoutings, dancing and ALOT of dancing.
all the music, the laughter, the trainers. everything :D

so yeah 25-27nov. was FUN!
then this shuai guy mark said he'll give me his number but at the end he didnt. so sad luh. hahah.
so im finding his number! HAHAHA. but i hugged him twice. cos must go around hugging people.
YAY i love hugggs :)

stuupid ivan wong neglect me he wont msg me anymore cos of something i wont say lah.
BLAHH.
so the next thing i shall look forward to is church camp at changi chalet or something.
7-9 dec i think.
though i didnt really wanted to go. joy kinda persuaded me. hahah.
so yeah. gonna be games and something like encounter.
so i shall look forward to it :)

yeah. my mum's going paris for one week to visit her friend. cos she's going through a divorce.
stuupid uncle bruno her husband cheated on her. BLOODY FAGGOT.
and my sis is away at ncc camp. for 3 weeks but she comes back during weekends i think.
and my brother's still at china this school thing.
UHHUH. im freee at home! hahah.
i want MONEH i wanna go shop shop shop! :D

im trying to do my amaths but i dont understand the question!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

i decided to add instead of creating new post.
so just now after amaths tuition at 4. went to hospital with my mum.
cos my grandma dont know if have stroke but admitted to tan tock seng hospital.
with my mum and my 3 aunties waiting for her to be warded. cos she had checkups all those first.
then i was sitting at the lounge area doing my amaths homework.
can see all these patients lying on the bed being pushed around the hospital.
so scary first time i actually went to a hospital.
like baby cousins not counted lah.
was at the hospital for 2 hours.
thank God my grandma nothing serious.
just that she had dehydration and low sodium in the body.
but dont know if she will have xray or brain scan to see her condition.
MUST KEEP PRAYING!
BY FAITH, MY GRANDMA WILL RECOVER AND BE HEALTHY. AMEN :)

so my dad's gonna send my mum to the airport soon.
and i realized how much i really love my mummy though its pretty hard to communicate with my parents.
on the way home from the hospital, i teared thinking how much i'll miss my mummy :)

i think im having this infatuation now. like somehow i keep thinking of mark's face and hug!
hahaha :)
(fyi. mark asked for a hug both times! not me! in case you think like gerald koh thiam kwee.)

IM FEELING HIGH HIGH HIGH HIGH HIGH!

empower you has been awesome! today especially! the last part! :D
just like adam khoo. write bad stuff bout yourself and break the karate board.
and i teared when writing the baad stuff cos i was thinking.
last time in adam khoo course, i was the last in the WHOLE room to break the karate board!
everyone was surrounding me and i kept crying.
but just now! I BROKE IT AT MY FIRST TRY!
then i was so HIGHHHH AND IM STILL HIGHHHH! kept dancing and jumping and screaming! :D

and i did something stuupid after that! my karate boards broken into two, i accidentally hit my lip.
then started bleeding. so not its swollen :(
BUT ANYWAY, IM STILL HIGH HIGH HIGH HIGH HIGH!
i shall forget bout him already! im going to. though i still miss and think of him luh.

then after breaking the karate board, everyone was supposed to stand there.
slow soft music playing in the background. and everyone closes their eyes.
and imagine or rather just see the future in whatever years time.
i saw myself as this famous singer on stage in front of many many audience!
it was so cool!
hahah YAY HIGH HIGH HIGH!
anyway my group is MONKEY. yeah IM A MONKEY! :D

i think i tore my knee ligament or something, suddenly super painful since in the afternoon!
FEELING HIGHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

ncc & guides combined camp 22-24nov.
pretty fun. tiring. loads of games and stuff.
my camp group is HAPPY TREE FRIENDS!

happy tree friends. happy tree friends.
forever happy friends.
we are really. really happy.
happy tree friends happy friends.
RETARDED SONG.
ME AND PEGGY ARE PROFESSIONAL SONGWRITERS! :D

I GOT A SUPER EARLY CHRISTMAS PREZ FROM GERALD KOH I-KNOW-HIS-CHINESE-NAME-ALREADY! :D <3
gerald- CHEEER UP! :)

i was the emcee for ystd campfire. me and douglas.
i think we sucked luh. hahah.
i almost fainted lah. i was so nervous before that i was running a fever!
so scary lah.

I DECIDED TO ADD SOMETHING.
if you ever have like sleepover with peggy. dont sleep near her!
HAHAHAH.
peggy had her leg nicely placed on the blanket of the sleeping bag. and since we slept under the fan it started to be really cold in the middle of the night but her leg so heavy huh i couldnt pull the blanket at all and shivered till the next morning.
and peggy slept on the whole sleeping bag that lynette than had to share with wanling instead.
STUUPID PEGGY GOH PEI QI :D

today's supposed to be 4th month. but sigh.
trying to let go already.

i dont know what to blog but im blogging.
hurhur. im so bored i wanna go out with him lah.
i havent seen him in like. a week. since that stupid day :(

my mum scolded my brother just now for getting caught by the teacher climbing into a locked classroom early morning and it was an exam week!
my stupid 11 year old brother.
hmm to think of it, i did stupid stuff getting into trouble when i was in primary school also.

i wanna change my blog template!
blahh im too lazy to photoshop. and im supposed to help duuude koh!

YAY! towning before church on saturday with abby ow!
i wanna buy some stuff :) and must buy gerald's birthday present.
damn. must ask my parents for money i'll feel baad.
but even so im not allowed to get a job.

i feel so cashless. cashless & dumped.
URGHHHHHHHHHHHH :(
i hate those feelings. esp the dumped feeling.
WHY WHY WHY WHY WHYYYYY.

sunday
tuition in the morning. go home shower and lunched.
cabbed to commonwealth. shouldnt have. wasted money!
thought i was late but i wasnt.
me, serene, sharon, eileen, yelin, dom, xiangwei. took train to pasir ris.
went chalet. met the rest.
bbq. daddy picked me at 930.

yesterday
HAPY BIRTHDAY DAWN!!! <3
was supposed to meet serene in buona.
but met sharon in clementi. then waited for shiongbin and febian.
febian one hour late! stupid. then serene angry left to meet eileen in outram first.
whoops. sorry serene!
me, serene, sharon, eileen, yelin, febian, shiongbin. took train to pasir ris.
went chalet. met the rest.
went wild wild wet!
whoohoo! i had lots of fun! :D
then went back chalet change.
dinner at kfc. me, eileen, yelin, xiangwei, dom, darren, hongjun, shiongbin.
mum picked me at 910.

today
woke up at 10 with flu.
went for amaths tuition.
lunched with mum at bukit timah plaza. went popular.
went home slept for bout 2 hours.
feel better cos my mum made me take 2 panadols.
now not that dizzy already.
I MISS YOU! ALOT! I WANT YOU BACK WITH ME :(

IM BLOGGING COS RUIMIN WANTS ME TO!
SHE'S SO IRRITATING LAH!
RUIMIN, YOU ARE SOOOO NOT GREAT.
AND I KNOW YOU MISS ME :D

since im blogging but i didnt feel like all cos of ruimin! hahah.
made 2 more skins. 3 skins in 2 days! :)
http://www.blogskins.com/info/69067 (serene lim is using!)
http://www.blogskins.com/info/69236 (made today)
my skins are all so boxy!

in case i dont blog tmr or monday, HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAWN!!! :)
yay. escape and (i think) wild wild wet and chalet bbq tmr!
I MISS YOU :(

i decided to edit my post instead of creating a new one.

i feel accomplished today.
- made a new skin. but i think its quite plain.
http://www.blogskins.com/info/69010
- ate mac and cheese for lunch!
- tan for almost 1 hour.
- swam 20laps
WHOOHOO! hahah :)

then when i was leaving. these 2 guys waved bye to me. i dont know them.
one of them wore ntss pe shirt. dont know if he's in newtown.
and now i have a fluuu :(

tuesday and wednesday geog lessons were fun.
talking bout indians all that :D
wanted to go tanning but there's no sun!
sumay! hurry come back from new zealand then we'll go out!
all your fault! hahah.

"take a break"
URGHHH I HATE 091105!!! :(

what i did for the past week:
- rented vcds (finally! wanted to since last day of exams). initial d & guess who.
- started new chinese tuition on sundays. 9-11am.
- went to national library (first time. its so cool :D)

ok cant think of anything else i did :)
yeah today i just read finish this book.
A taste-berry teen's guide to setting & achieving goals.
something like chicken soup for the soul.
yeah i borrowed 3 last week.
another one is Confessions of a Sinner. but i dont feel like reading already.
and another book. be very surprised. The Career Guide.
haha yeah im browsing thru it. cos im so aimless i dont know what i wanna do next time!

what i got on this week:
tuesday- first amaths tuition. geog tuition
wednesday- geog tuition
thursday & friday- nothing i think.
saturday- emaths tuition. church.
sunday- chinese tuition

yeah tuition tuition tuition! DAMNNN.
supposed to go out! but dont know when.
ruimin, sumay, dwi, szejet- hurry plan leh :)
ALW people- hurry up also! hahah.

must go popular and buy assessment books soon. and i must study physics & chem on my own!
dont think im going overseas. not sure :(

ok shall stop. gerald ass wants me to help him with his blog. gerald I WANT MY PSP! :)
2 hours on the computer already! im getting BOREDDDDD.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!!!
yeah today's my mum's birthday :)
so woke up then went to orchid country club my country club lunch and bowled 3 games.
my score like 62, 63, 64. hahah so dumb.
and guess who i met in the bowling alley? SERENE LIM IDIOTNESS!
ok she was with her cousin. so she bowl like just the next lane lah hahah.
SERENE! i got 1 strike 2 spares today! hahah BE JEALOUS :)
yeah was kinda hard to bowl lah cos MUSCLE ACHE! all thanks to dance yesterday.
so guess what i did after that? geog tuition! URGHHHH.
3-5pm. in serene centre sit outside black canyon coffee. hahah.

so during tuition this guy behind talk damn loudly to this girl lah.
like every min he talks sure got one FCUK come out.
and i heard like 'sex' and 'alot of girls' but i didnt hear exactly what he said.
then when he left my teacher told me.
he said "i slept with alot of girls before but i feel very bad now"
like WHAT THE SHIT so disgusting.
and some more my teacher said he's like that kind of nerd very ugly.
so my teacher was like "he's just showing off to that girl lah. like who will wanna sleep with some ugly guy."
HAHAHAH so funny then we were laughing.
so disgusting lah.
geog tuition isnt that bad cos my teacher's 27 years old. and she's the kind who jokes around alot :)

my mum wants me to stop dance but i dont want!
she say like cos i cant cope with 2 CCAs. then she talked to mr yee and like they think i should keep guides.
cos like easier to gain points or what.
if i keep dance i must do CIP outside then i can get my 2 pts at the end of sec4.
but i dont wanna stop dance!
hurhur. SOMEONE BE NICE AND ADVISE ME?

ok so i guess im confirm going to 3/4 next year already.
my mom appealed to let me go 3/3, crescent, st margs and fairfield.
crescent: "why should we let you take amaths when ntss dont even let you take?"
st margs: "overall percentage must be above 70%"
fairfield dont know yet.

BLAHH kinda regret not going crescent start of this year. kinda.
hahah cos if i go my results maybe wont be that baad lah :(
so yeah. im taking elective amaths in next year.

damn lah starting tuitions already. later got some geog shit.
wtf lah hate hate HATE tuitions.
URGH my mom refuses to let lacson tutor me chem even though he got like top in level.
she say she want an actual teacher to tutor me. hahah so sad :)

im soooo jealous of jessica alba and paris hilton! they're both so effing HOT!
hot, beautiful, rich rich rich! im jealous >:(

oh yeah any sec3 who needs amaths/chem tuition tell me!
im supposed to find people like group tuition.
amaths- $200 per person. but i only need one more person.
chem- max 4 people i think.

HAPPY DEEPAVALI! hahah so fast! its like NOVEMBER 1st!
soon its gonna be christmas! and 2006! christmas YAY! 2006 BLAHH.
BUHBYE too lazy to blog. take care all the best to olevel takers :)