Food for thought:
Why is it that its only when you've lost something that you realize how much it meant to you?
I feel extremely shitty now.

My teacher's making us do this survey MOE came up with.

100 over questions! But in my opinion, I think the survey's quite accurate.
Because my potential jobs are related to me wanting to take Mass Com & also dealing with children & possibly Psychology. ME LOVE CUTE KIDS!
But.. Cabin Crew = Air Stewardess & Costumed Actors/Performers/Artistes = Celebraties? WAH flattering man, even though I'm too short :( HAHA

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Tell me now, says:
my potential jobs are - broadcast journalists, costumed actors/performers (!), artistes (!!), child care centre surpervisors, full time sch counsellors -.-, advertising, cabin crew (!!), kindergarden principals
shek - says:
hahaha! >.<

shek - says:

you should be a costumed one =P

Tell me now, says:

WAAAAHZ flattering HAHA

shek - says:

hahaha, of course, cant see anything at all

shek - says:

or porn star, haha, costumed also! , HAHAHAHA, i think

Tell me now, says:

WTFFFFFFFFFF

Tell me now, says:

EWWW

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As you can see, Shek Ting is a very good friend. HI, I HATE YOU! HAHAH

I wanted to leave sch halfway today but I'm full of self-discipline! ^^

Gna fail Econs test tmr! OHGAWDZZ.

K NEED TO SLP

Go to http://ecareers.sg/ now! MOE should pay me for advertising.

It feels like its been quite the journey these few days. Not only was I stabbed in the back by an unfamiliar team-mate of mine, not once but twice, on the same day mind you, I have just been filled with much insecurity lately.

I had the worst dream last night that felt so surreal. With such eventful/not-so-eventful things happening, all you really want is someone to be there. I remember how I used to feel assured, but right now has yet to come true. How my heart, even currently (?), go through constant hope and then onto being crushed. Then at that point in time, you remind yourself to never ever hope, but instead the next thing you know you're falling. At first, like a feather unaware that you're even falling, then after, it just feels like you've been pushed alongside with gravity, head on.
Just when you think everything's fine, the all familiar suddenly seems like it did a 180 degree flip with an addition of an overwhelming rush. To think the whole Valentines Day hullabaloo struck me and made me feel, well, cheated and alone. Literally, very alone. Sometimes it'll just hit you to think that whoever comes along, there would always be this someone you feel the need to go back to. Someone who would just, be there. But then you realize, its no longer an option.

It feels like right now I need to seriously think about what I really want, but sometimes what you want is long gone before your very eyes and have left you dumbfounded. Helpless and hopless. And they say time heals everything. But then, they also say absence makes the heart grow fonder. Time equals absence, no?

Irreplaceable? I.. really dont know. Love Triangle? Not at all. Uh, I dont think so.

I love you girlsss, very much. Picture from the constantly looked forward towning on Friday. Unlike the other love, this love stays.

Eileen & Sarahk, you 2 be strong too, yes? :)

I need to sleep, at a crazily early 9:50pm because I feel a fever coupled with a severe migraine catching up with me.

HI! Havent updated in v longggg.
My CNY was good. Past few wkends were spent w drinks & shisha @ Clarke Quay/Haji Lane followed by Lynnette's hse, cant rmb what else. Sent her off at the Airport ystd at 1120pm.
Note to self, need to book ticket to Melbourne by June!
Sth to look forward to even if I screw up As :D
Lunarnode's gig @ Homeclub & EP Launch @ Artshouse was good. You missed out on a good band if you werent there!
NETTE.D, WHY YOU NOT CALLING NOW? SLUTZ.

Anyway, school's been alright. Havent been touching much of my tutorials & in fact, very lagging behind on Chemistry. I swear Chem is being fucking horrible.
In need of catching up badly for all subjects actually. But its usually, after school go eat then come home browse sgflea.
OHGAWDZ.

IMPORTANT! To the girlsss & basically everyone else:
School sucks for making me v distant frm all of you but I hope & know you'll understand its hard to meet & all esp w As this yr. Anyhow, I'm no stranger & will not be, whether you like it or not AHAHA. Love you alllllllll & will always very much look forward to going out & being away frm school.! KEEP ME UPDATED ALL YOU BITCHES :)

SO, am looking forward to Friday w the girlsss!
And Saturday which is Valentines Day, is another story.
Hahah okay lah not implying anything at all.
No if-you-believe-its-you-then-its-you HAHA ^^

I put my faith in 6hrs of sleep that it'll do me wonders, so I wont fall aslp in lectures & tutorials tmr.