Youtube's so sloww. And Andrew has been repeating himself quite a few times already that the internet is sloww because of the earthquake in Taiwan (Naggy!)
I'm watching stuupid videos on Youtube. Or rather, waiting for them to load.
I've been buusssy. I like keeping myself busy. I'll feel accomplished.
And I like that feeling.
Being busy keeps my mind off you-dont-have-to-be-busybody-and-know-who-because-i'm-not-saying.
Had cell bbq on Saturday.
Dinner in my grandma's house with my relatives after service. And countdown in town with cell, and out the night/morning on Christmas Eve.
Lots of people in my house on Christmas for lunch/high tea.
Presents, I love!
Lots of tuitions.
And I have a retreat on Friday to Sunday.
Hope monday's confirmed with Darren, Julian & Sarah :)
And thanks to the girls who worked, never go out this whole holiday with them.
Saad :( Dont blame me when I say I cant go out next year!

I hate reminding myself that school's reopening in exactly a week :(
I wish we have longer holidays, and shorter school terms.

Back from Church camp yesterday.
Church camp was awesome! :) Lots of fun, fellowship and ministering.
My camp group's good too.
Super heavy rain on the first day was a spoiler. Mainly indoor activities.
Everyone walked in the rain in ponchos and umbrellas. Drenched totally.
Slept for about 5 hours.
Thank God the weather was great on the second day. Full of activities.
Running 14 storeys, which is 56 flights of stairs, then 15 rounds in mud.
Ball games in the sea, and mass skipping. All about 130 people skipping at the same time. Played Cluedo late at night all around East Coast Park.
Slept for 3 hours.
Total 8 hours of sleep in 2 days. Ugly eyebags!
Activities on the last day. Breaked camp at 1pm. Had lunch, and a long journey home.
Yay! So enjoyable.

After church camp, came home to sleep for awhile.
Dinner at Marche, and Garden Festival in Suntec with my family.
Flowers everywhere! Daamn pretty and colourful! I love floweeerrs :)
Today went to the Toy Museum with my family. Daamn cool!
Then shopping for christmas presents in town with my Mum.
Had Sakae for dinner. Yay!

My legs are acheing like maaad and I'm slightly sunburnt from church camp.

I think I've had quite a happening week. So busssy. And this week is busier!
Vivo with Sarah on Friday. Eyecandy. Ben & Jerrys :)
Off shoulder & white skirt. Unplanned matching outfits!
Dinner at Holland Nydc. Sarah, Julian & I. Yay!
Went for Darren's church play after dinner. Was good.
Darren look so retarded with makeup on! Hahah we kept laughing.
I'm craving for Carls Jr nowww.
Took the second family portrait just now, after 10 years. Then had Amaths tuition.
And I finally made my Ezlink! After half a year of using coins for bus, bus drivers making me pay more the most up to $1.50 and standard ticket everywhere.
I feel so accomplished.
If I lose this one, it'll be my 4th or 5th time losing it already.
Thanks blackie for your sleeping bag! I'm gonna enjoy my sleep during camp.
I'm not returning it, I love you darling :D
Cant wait for christmas parties in my grandma's, and in my house.
Foood, glorious foood :)
I'm done packing for church camp.
I'm in sucha lethargic mood to go camp. And tmr I've to wake up so early to be at Marine Parade by 8am. Oh my goodness.
I'm still scared for next year. I wonder how many times I've said that.
Bye people, till Thursday!

Things have been alright.
I've been studying! I feel accomplished after I do, but its still not enough.
Havent been going to the gym, but I will tomorrow before tuition. Yay!
I'm still scared for next year. Must try not to be.
And retail therapy doesnt help at all, because I've tried. How can!
My sister just came back from mission trip today, and after hearing everything, I feel really fortunate. Thank God for everything.
Band performance last Saturday went well.
Christmas tree's up at home already, but I still dont feel like I'm in a festive mood. Even seeing all the pretty lights in Orchard doesnt help.
Usually it does, but not this year. Kinda sad.
My mum's so fickle-minded. She still dont know if she should send my brother to acs international. If confirmed, my brother has to write a 400 word essay about why he wants to go blah blah blah. I wonder how he's gonna do that.
I got your email, I love my holmster :) And I'll do it, but I dont know when!

Vivo with Susu today. I finally had my subway!
I love her despite her spasticness :)

Lots of things have been on my mind lately like,
What if I fail Chinese Olevels in April, or is it May?
What if I fail Chinese Olevels in November also?
What if I dont improve next year and remain at my bloody lousy L1R5 (which I'm not revealing)?
How the hell am I going to cope with everything next year?
Why am I so lousy at everything?
Why cant things be like before?
And the list goes on.
I feel damn scared!!

I've been busy with so many things.
Tuitions. Band practices with the performance in 2 days.
Slacking at home. Studying, trying.
Hardly out at all! Havent gone out with the girls at all!
But finally today.

Town with Susu. Walked up & down & up & down & up & down. 3 times!
She owes me $7! We met Eileen at work, up & down 3 times because of her.
Now I have painful blisters :(

-Looks at the calendar
3 more weeks to school reopen. 3 more weeks to finish studying all my Sec 3 work.
3 more weeks to stress, stress & more stress. Tuitions, tuitions & more tuitions.
I'm going to stress myself till I reach the extent of wanting to jump down.

Okay, I wont do that.
But if I do, I'd like sunflowers & red roses for my funeral.