therefore, i urge you, brothers, in view of God's mercy, to offer your bodies as living sacrifices, holy and pleasing to God- this is your spiritual act of worship. Do not conform any longer to the pattern of this world but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God's will is- his good, pleasing and perfect will.
-Romans 12:1-2

there isnt any point living..
ive been hurt.
by everyone.
jumping would end it all.
happy bdae nat.
thanks rach sis.. for being there.

 

its not bad really,
just a tiny splinter..
in my heart.

 

todae went tiong aft sch..ate lunch in kopitiam..
then go yellow.
me and shar pierce one sidee.
shar supposed to go first.. but then so 'nervous'.
havent even pierce then keep screaming.
so make me go first..shar bite eileen's hand when piercing! teeth mark like vry deep.. (:
then aft that.. walk around.met mel c and hui chin..
bought ear sticks.
met jun wei and his friend. walk aroundd..
then go macs sit dwn.. talk.
talk and talk.. for.. maybe half hr.
then take train leave at 4plus. come home.. shower.
then go out with mom.jux came back.
went to clarke quay for dinner. with my mom's friend and daughter.
my loooong time good friend frm london.
a year younger than me.. well.. we're both year 8 this year..
ro so damn cuteee todae. write me letter!
but he threw it away.
sniff.
so much better than cc.
dun even talk to me.
*toot* suspect some stuff!
sighh..
tmr got guides..
gotta sleep now..
nightx.

 
\torn-apart

typing my post all over again..
why cannot edit the posts aft publishing de..
todae went to macs aft sch with some other ppl..
kenny walked angela home!!
..according to greg.
coz they were walking together when they got off the bus.
woww..
aft go macs.. went home.. eat pizza.. watch tv..
did work for half hr.
then sleep for 1half hr.
when i wake up.. my mom talked to me bout some stuff jux now.
not gonna say heree.
nag and nagg..
todae chinese cher nvr come!
but if she come better.
relief cher so yuckx..
cannot even sleep when she's talking.
sure caught de.
tmr's last day ms ang wont be around.
sighh.. someone jio shar worx.. :)
maid jux gave me apples.
think he's still mad at me..
dunno what i did.
finally did the noticeboard.
all my work! :)   shar and meishi helped oso..
talked to rinaldo jux now on the phone.
yay!
mom jux called to ask me to practise piano.
all the best ruimin!
stoopid ruimin say i buey ba.
i hate *toot*.
sometimes..
so bitchy.
so bossy.

shall stopp..
loveya.

 

-

 

\anti- *toot*

 

 

shitt..
dunno what happ to the other posts..
i was trying this new blogger color thing.
(:
those guys todae are damn idiotic.
todae.
insult me for no reason.
then i nvr talk to them e whole day.
ms ang not coming for 3days.
lesson so funn..
had maths vAp aft sch.
me, meishi, shar do work on the floor.
then those guys got attitude problem.
aft vAp.. go dance.
mOdErN dAnCe. (:
funn.. i joined todae.
told my mom i went to see dance last tuesday.
but actually went to rinaldo's hse.
it was my bdae! :)
not taking part in national day celebration coz i dun wan.
during dance todae.. *toot* like vry bossy..
mom jux came back.. frm fetching mei shi.
say i cannot use com tonite.
but i'll be watching teevee at eight.
dun caree larh. :)
hahx..
nic jux wrote me a testi.
yay!
so nicee..
stopp here.
people with attitude problem suck.
a
whole
lot.
byee.
 
 
\take me away.
 
 

wheeee!
using com in com lab 2..
but not supposed to.=)
suzy's bside me.
hahx.. shar so far away..
better stop heree..
byee!

hellos.
aft sch todae.. got history test.
i was first gurl to leave among 2 classes.
=)
test so easy..
then aft that.. went to see mimi wong to get back my shirt.
nag and nag and nag and nag..
damn annoying.
finally can change into my shirt..
then my dad come send me to maths tuition.
drove to macs to get lunch.
saw rinaldo, dex and carvey there.
todae maths tuition so fun.
halfway got fire drill.
then my teacher jux say nvm larh..
so they lock office and off the lights.
..pretend no one around.
then keep thinking of excuses coz muz walk out later when lesson end.
talked to rinaldo on e phone jux now.
oh yeah.
reminder: bring green ring file tmr.
wheeeeeeeeee. i finally remembered!
this saturday got oral.. then guides.
sighh..
music lesson so fun.
me and shar sing like retarded.
especially shar.
=D
dont wanna blog anymore..




\rinaldocraZy.

jux read carvey's blog.
so sweet say happy bdae to me in his blog.
=)
went to rinaldo's hse yesterdae and todae..
funn..
my bdae yesterdae.
wheeeeeeee!
now im 13yrs 6hr 19min old.
then last nite.. at like 9:30.
heard greg's dedication.
my name was on air and jamie sang happy bdae to me!
it was so cool.
and my sis was staring at mee.. hahx.
sis wanna use..
byee.

\tiredsoul

had church todae..
becky make me help her in bible quiz.
31st july.
then went to heeren.
listened to music in hMv first floor.. while waiting for sumay to come.
=)
me and sumay jux walk around.. then ruimin came few min later.
windowshopped.
took neos.
went to e beads shop to make anklets.
3 of us!
met nat.
then no time le.. walk to cine buy tickets.
mEaN gIrLs.
queue so short.
shared nachos and cheese wedges.
theatre damn nice.. i didnt go before.
movie damn nicee.
aft that.. we went back to heeren to collect our anklets.
then go see if can pierce ears there.
but the shop's like.. so yuckx.
alot of sinful stuff.
i think beside the neos shop.
so we walk back to cine see where can.
met nat.
again.
me and sumay pierced in Bits and Pieces.
and sumay made me pierce first.
at first quite pain.
only like 45min later, pain will start to go away..
had lots of fun todae!!
then ruimin left.. and me and sumay wonder around in heeren.
then went to sakae eat.
ate moshi. uhh.. some ice cream stuff i nvr ate b4.
yuckx.. yam and sesame.
stoopid sumay force me to eat!
then come out of sakae.. walk around.
sumay said she cant find her pOsB card.
careless girl.
then called mom.
say cannot fetch me frm sumay's hse. so took train to clementi..
dad went to KL aft dinner with us.
my family.
fixed my phone.. so now can talk on the phone.
wheeeeeeeeee!
nvr do sch hw.. dont care.
still gotta pack my sch bag..
and tmr got piano lesson.
ewwww..
sighh.
goodnight.



i love Jesus! /2days.

typing this post all over again.
coz jux now i typed in my cuz's hse then dunno where issit.
the com in my cuz's hse sucks.. no color at all.
yesterdae went bugis.
with shar, serene, ru yi, cheryl, eileen, meishi, catherine.
went mos burger awhile.. take neos.
they go buy dance shoes.
and this guy was walking around in bugis..
giving this booklet stuff.
on errors in God's word!
how sinful!
eww.. creepy.
then went home at around 4plus.

todae went for guides in the morning.
then go makan in kFc near shar's church.
with shar, serene and eileen.
then go shar's church.
first time i had cell.
coz bRmc dont have.
fun!
i thank God for this opportunity todae!
but i prefer my church!
worship nicer and more comfortable.
=)
i think watching mean gurls tmr..
not sure.
yay..
byee.

\3days.

i talked to rinaldo on the phone for 15min jux now!
15min!!
wheeeeeeeeee..

\9days to being a total teen.

dammit.
now im typing my post all over again coz dunno what happen.
aRgHh..
todae had guides.
wait for greg and dex end np for like 1hr at foyer..
amanda came! =)
dex wanted to go shower aft np..
so he go home take taxi.
me, carvey, greg and amanda take taxi follow him.
=D
his hse damn nice leh..
small mansion.
then go clementi macs eat.. and supermarket buy stuff.
greg and amanda go sch first with some other ppl.
me, carvey and dex take taxi aft buying stuff..
10min late. but bus also havent leave..
syf jux sit there..
shanmugaratnam.
woww.. i spelt it.
=P
end at 6:30.
but left at 7:30..
mom fetched me frm sch.. then go clementi macs buy dinner.
watch lil romeo then shower..
then type this.
=D
muz sleep soon..

~12 going on 13 in 10days!

sighh..
he's been really mean and quiet towards me lately..
-sobs.
dont know why..
had 2hrs tuition at 3.
ate at black canyon coffee at serene center aft sch with mom.
and i saw rebecca going to macs with her friends.
but dont think she knows me..
how sadd.
nothing much happened..
school have been sucky.
he doesnt talk.
that sucks..
history cher sucks.
chinese cher sucks.
home econs lesson sucks.
nvr skip chinese lesson 2days already!!
muz sit there be angelic.
jux like i am!
the teachers are all retarded.
who cares bout mdm oen.
she lost her wallet and hp also not our fault..
=X
lit cher kinda nice.. plan outings for us.
wheeeeeee!
stupid ruimin cant go out till sept hols.
szejet's sadd..
still gotta do science assignments..
due nxt monday.
stoopid serene lost my hairband.
cut mine into 3pieces for her and shar todae!





\loved and hated.